People attend a weekly meet up called “Sign Squad” at the Woodstock Cafe on June 10, 2025, in Portland, Ore. (Allison Barr/The Oregonian via AP)
PORTLAND, Ore. (AP) — An Oregon cafe that takes orders in sign language has become a cherished space for the Deaf community, providing a unique gathering place as well as employment for those who are deaf or hard of hearing.
American Sign Language, or ASL, is the primary language at Woodstock Cafe in Portland, The Oregonian/OregonLive reported. Non-ASL speakers can use a microphone that transcribes their order onto a screen.
People have moved from across the country to work at the cafe because it can be hard for people who are deaf or hard of hearing to find jobs, Andre Gray, who helped open the cafe, told the news outlet in sign language.
“So the cafe becomes their stable place. It’s their rock,” he said.
The cafe — owned by CymaSpace, a nonprofit that makes art accessible to the Deaf community — also hosts weekly ASL meetups and game nights. Sign Squad on Tuesdays is a popular event, drawing people like Zach Salisbury, who was born with a rare genetic disorder that causes gradual loss of hearing and sight and uses a cochlear implant, and Amy Wachspress, who started learning sign language nine years ago as she lost her hearing.
The hearing spectrum among attendees is diverse, with deaf people signing with students taking introductory sign language classes and hard of hearing people reading lips and communicating with spoken word and hand signals.
“What I just love about it is that there’s so many different people that come,” said Wachspress, who classifies herself as hard of hearing and primarily reads lips to communicate. “It’s so eclectic … just many different kinds of people from all different backgrounds. And the one thing we have in common is that we sign.”
Wachspress loves to tell the story about a deaf toddler born to hearing parents who wanted him to be immersed in Deaf culture. When they brought him to the cafe, he was thrilled to see other people sign.
“He was just so beside himself excited when he realized that you could communicate with people using sign,” she said. “We were all so touched. … That’s the kind of thing that happens here at the cafe.”
Gray, who helped open the cafe, said there were plans to acquire adjacent vacant buildings for a Deaf Equity Center but that much of the funding was cut following the change of presidential administration. However, CymaSpace hopes to find funding from private organizations and a future crowdsourcing campaign.
“It gives power to the community as opposed to a fear of signing. We, as a community, are so proud of who we are,” he said.
A man is facing multiple felony charges after authorities said he tried to blow up a gas station on New Year’s Eve in the far northwest suburbs.
On Dec. 31, Woodstock Police officers responded to reports of a person struck multiple times in the retail store of a local Shell Gas Station at around 10:15 a.m., police said. According to the McHenry County state’s attorney’s office, Austin Silverman, 29, of Woodstock, approached a clerk at the station’s store and sought a job application, which was declined.
Silverman then became “enraged, crossed the threshold behind the counter, and attacked the clerk, punching and kicking her repeatedly,” the office said. Silverman left the store and then unsuccessfully attempted to extinguish a cigarette into a gas pump.
The clerk was severely injured, prosecutors said. Police identified Silverman, who, after attempting to blow up the station, tried to go back inside the store, through surveillance footage.
McHenry State’s Attorney Randi Freese, in a statement, called the incident a “brutal, heinous, and unprovoked attack on a defenseless woman.”
Silverman has been charged with one count of attempted first-degree murder and one count of aggravated battery in a public place. Appearing in court on Friday, he was denied pre-trial release. His next court appearance is scheduled for Wednesday.
You’re alive and reading this right now (thanks, btw), but one day you’ll be dead, despite your best efforts (sorry). Maybe by that time, in the very distant future, you’ll have lived an impossibly fulfilled life to its biggest and best extremes, amazing experiences in a playground of a world made just for your adventurous exploration, alongside family and friends you loved and treasured and the feeling being mutual. “Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt,” as it’s been put.
And, of course, you got to listen to all of the music you wanted, right to the final note, your beautiful, pain-free life’s soundtrack. As essential as your experiences and loved ones are, you never underestimate how music somehow makes everything even better. When you’re in an urn and it’s time to have your remains spread in the exact right place, somewhere symbolic and worthy of all the glory of your thought-having, air-breathing, music-listening days, might you choose a spot associated with that music? And which music-cetric place would you choose?
A little background — this story borrows heavily from one first presented in a different fashion by Pablo Torre Finds Out, a magnificent sports and pop culture podcast. If you haven’t tuned in, follow any of these links to the evocative, inspired stories presented episode after episode by one of journalism’s great interviewers. The show’s host, Pablo Torre, recently examined a growing death trend, one which sees folks dispatching the ashes of their loved ones at football fields, hockey arenas, baseball diamonds, golf courses and other sports venues – usually without permission – to fulfill the dying wishes of their beloved, departed sports fanatic.
Surely, this could be (or already is?) a music trend, too. After all, the first dance at your wedding, the tune you dialed up to quell your nerves in the delivery room or the bangers you want played at your wake are at least as important as that time your favorite sportsball team won the championship.
For my part, I’m going with Billy Joel’s front doorstep. For the longest time, I’ve been keeping the faith thanks to the Piano Man’s music, as has been detailed here in the Houston Presstime and time again. I can’t think of a better way to explain how “I’ve Loved These Days” (a Joel deep cut) than being poured tastefully around the shrubbery and on the welcome mat at his home.
What about you, alive and well, reader? Is it Abbey Road? Coachella? Graceland? Or something closer to home like Numbers, the parking lot that used to be Fitzgerald’s or The Astrodome (yeah, it’s still there, the last time we checked). We asked a few music fans we know where they’d want their ashes scattered, to mix into the soil and drift with the wind and forever be one with a music place dear to them. Here’s what we heard:
Jason Esparza owns Hell N High Water Productions and has done professional video production, live concert filming and webcasting of some of your favorite music acts, including festival headliners like Pearl Jam and closer-to-home heroes like Robert Earl Keen. Esparza teamed with the late Kinky Friedman for the music series Texas Roadhouse Live and is a frequent contributor to nugs.net. Besides having a keen (no pun intended) eye for shooting concert footage and an ear for great songs, he’s a huge music fan, one who’s taken cues from his own musical heroes to write his own songs, a new endeavor for him.
We posed our weird question to Esparza over tasty beers at Equal Parts Brewing recently and he didn’t flinch. First, he told his actual plan, which is to have his remains scattered in a natural setting which we’re not at liberty to disclose. Let’s just say it has trees, lots of tall, old ones. Then Esparza addressed our hypothetical.
“You know, when I was growing up, I always thought that I was gonna have my ashes spread out over Woodstock,” which seemed on brand for Esparza, who is too young to be a true hippie but does love The Grateful Dead and lots of jam bands. “That place is still there, you know, it’s still living. I always wanted that.”
Photo by ClearShudder Photography, courtesy of Brittany Hernandez
Brittany Hernandez: Die With a Smile
The header introducing our friend Brittany Hernandez is more than just a nod to the latest Lady Gaga hit (one of Hernandez’s favorite artists), it’s also our hope for everyone, especially our fellow music lovers. Hernandez is owner of and stylist at Friendswood-based Transparent Beauty. We asked what role music plays on the day-to-day for her, her fellow stylists and their customers.
“Music is huge in my workday. In my suite, it sets the mood, keeps the energy flowing and helps clients feel comfortable and relaxed,” she said. “It’s part of the rhythm of the day and makes even the busiest schedule feel more fun.”
Hernandez said she has a wide taste in music and is “especially drawn to pop, R&B and country. Some of my favorite artists include Lady Gaga, Sabrina Claudio, Ella Langley, WizTheMc & Bees & Honey. My first concert was NSYNC when I was 12 years old, but my favorite live show so far has to be Florence and the Machine. It was such an unforgettable experience.”
Hernandez is a pro so she knows about beauty, not just its outward representation but how it is manifest in and around us. Her response to our odd query was truly a thing of beauty.
“For me, it would be the Cynthia Woods Mitchell Pavilion,” she said of The Woodlands-based concert amphitheater. “Music has always been a big part of my happiest memories, so it feels fitting to choose a place where people come together to celebrate music, life and connection. It would be like leaving a part of myself in the middle of the joy I always felt there.”
Rad Rich is a Houston music journalist, radio personality and local icon whose roots with all things music in this city are deep. Thankfully, Rich has shared that love of music – particularly punk, hip hop and underground – with locals on KPFT’s Rock N Soul Revue for years. Besides his knowledge of Houston’s music scene (get just a small glimpse in this David Ensminger article from the Houston Press archive), he’s a consummate story teller, generous with the details we crave.
For instance, his knowledge of the background of his final resting place in our weird little game, The Axiom.
“The Axiom used to be Cabaret Voltaire,” Rich told us. Some folks know that but it takes a real Houston music fan, one of his legendary status, to know the deeper background. He said before it became the Axiom, the place was Cabaret Voltaire 3.
“There was Cabaret Voltaire 1, which was on Almeda and Alabama, which was an old mortuary,” he said. “Then there was Cabaret Voltaire 2, which was on Chenevert Street, which is now a Mexican restaurant.”
He’d choose Cabaret Voltaire 3, a.k.a. The Axiom, among all the Cabaret Voltaires as a place to scatter his remains. Right there in the East End of downtown on McKinney and Live Oak.
“A lot of people, when they pass by there, they’ve got so many memories, being there, hanging out on that corner, things that happened, the bands that played there. From Bad Religion to NOFX, you just go down the list of rock and metal bands – Sepultura played there – all these bands that became huge played there.”
When asked how many shows he saw at Axion/Cabaret Voltaire, he said “every show” and we believed him. The building is old and has a storied history as detailed by him (“It used to be a little whorehouse”) and this comprehensive 2012 Houston Pressmusic article by Chris Gray. As final resting places go, it’s surely an interesting spot, especially if one believes in ghosts, the kind Rich was summoning when we chatted at – where else – a local live show, at Bad Astronaut, featuring Bad Brains’ H.R.
Elliot Lozier and The Eternal Shriek
Elliot Lozier is in several bands (full disclosure, including two with the author’s own kids) but he’s probably best known as the front person for Doom Scroll, a Colorado-based folk punk act. While that group is surging, having played Riot Fest last season and soon headed to Australia for a month long-tour, he’s keeping busy by releasing solo work as Pesky Self.
Lozier’s songs take an undaunted look at death, one of folk punk’s touchstone subjects. Check out the little ditty he wrote for Doom Scroll titled “Felled Spirits” and the chorus, “Death is waiting there to reclaim us allllll,” will be stuck in your head for days. He seemed a natural to take on our slightly morbid question.
Not that it was easy, he said. First he considered the Polack Inn, a Wisconsin dive bar he unironically referred to as a “local haunt.”
“I definitely don’t wanna stay there forever,” he laughed. “I also juggled with the Mishawaka Amphitheater but that’s only ‘cause that place is gorgeous and right on the Poudre River. Y’all should check out a show there sometime. It’s like mini-Red Rocks. A lot more intimate.
“I’ve been mulling it over the last 24 hours and I think I would have my ashes spread at Seventh Circle Music Collective in Denver,” Lozier said. “It’s been a staple in the punk community for so long and it always feels like home when we play there. I’m not a huge fan of large venues, so when I play places that are more intimate and authentic like Seventh Circle, it feels like I’m more connected with the people there and experiencing a show together. Some amazing bands have played there over the years and I’m honored to be a in a couple of them. Seventh Circle will always hold a special place in my heart for the music community and I don’t think I’ll ever get sick of playing there.”
Look for The Eternal Shriek, the debut album from Pesky Self, streaming everywhere Friday, September 5.
Brian Harman (above, rear, in purple) is one of four Georgia residents at the TOUR Championship at East Lake Golf Club. Photo by Donnell Suggs/The Atlanta Voice
Russell Henley proudly represented his hometown of Columbus, Georgia, as he walked to the first tee at East Lake Golf Club. Henley was well within arm’s reach of the two men at the top of the leaderboard on Sunday, Patrick Cantlay and Tommy Fleetwood.
Russell Henley, a native of Columbus, Georgia, started the day in third place. He got off to a strong start on Sunday. Photo by Donnell Suggs/The Atlanta Voice
Henley and his pairing for the day, Keegan Bradley, a native of Woodstock, Vermont, were 14 and 13 under, respectively, when things got started. Fleetwood and Cantlay were 16 under.
Russell, with the crowd at the first tee firmly behind him, got off to a strong start on Sunday. He would birdie the second hole, while Bradley was having issues with his ball rolling down the hill on the second hole.
Fellow Georgians Brian Harman and Andrew Novak were paired up and teed off earlier in the day. Harman nailed a putt on the third hole that brought the crowd to its feet, while Novak’s drive to start the third hole nearly hit the pin.
Spectators watched as Brian Novak and Brian Harmon worked their way through the course at East Lake Golf Club on Sunday, August 24, 2025. Photo by Donnell Suggs/The Atlanta Voice
Georgia golfers were playing well on their home turf at East Lake Golf Club. You could hear faint Georgia Bulldog barks in the background whenever Harman or fellow former University of Georgia golfer Harris English hit well throughout the tournament.
Henley, also a Georgia Dawg golfer back in the early 2000’s, remained in the hunt during the first part of the day. By 3 p.m. Both Henley (second) and English(tied for 14th) were in the top 15 with 13 holes to play.
THIS STORY WILL CONTINUE TO BE UPDATED DURING THE TOURNAMENT
Editor’s note, September 17, 2024: This piece was originally published on August 20, 2019, when the seventh episode of Break Stuff: The Story of Woodstock ’99 was released. To mark the recent 25th anniversary of the festival, The Ringer is resurfacing Break Stuff on its own dedicated Spotify feed.
In 1999, a music festival in upstate New York became a social experiment. There were riots, looting, and numerous assaults, all set to a soundtrack of the era’s most aggressive rock bands. Incredibly, this was the third iteration of Woodstock, a festival originally known for peace, love, and hippie idealism. But Woodstock ’99 revealed some hard truths behind the myths of the 1960s and the danger that nostalgia can engender.
Below is an excerpt from the seventh episode of Break Stuff. Find the series here, and check back each Tuesday and Thursday through September 19 for new episodes.
By early Sunday morning, on Woodstock ’99’s final day, many attendees were still trying to sleep off the previous night’s partying. But the media people covering the festival were up with the sun. In the harsh light of day, Griffiss Air Force Base looked like a wasteland.
“We got there before anybody had started playing, before anybody had left their tents,” says Dave Holmes, an on-air host for MTV in 1999. “I got a photograph from the stage of the entire lawn, the main viewing area, and it was just a sea of trash and one single person face down asleep. Not on a sleeping bag, just on the grass. It was just him and a thousand hot dog wrappers and red Solo cups and napkins for as far as the eye can see. And that is my enduring image of Woodstock ’99.”
Rob Sheffield, who covered the festival for Rolling Stone, was also up early that morning, surveying the damage.
“Everybody was really pretty used up and burned out by Sunday morning,” he says. “I hadn’t done a drug all weekend and I felt like the wrath of God so I can just imagine how people who were literally hungover were feeling.
“I slept on a pile of pizza boxes. Pizza boxes were a very good surface to sleep on because pizza boxes are white. And, uh, because they’re white, you could tell if they’d been urinated on or not. Which makes them very very useful if you’re looking for something to sleep on. Because every flat surface there had been so thoroughly urinated on.”
The music on Saturday culminated with some of the loudest and most aggressive bands of the entire festival: Metallica, Rage Against the Machine, and Limp Bizkit. Sunday, however, started on a much different foot musically. Wearing sunglasses and his signature black hat, Willie Nelson attempted to bring a little mellowness back to the festival.
“His set begins with ‘Whiskey River,’” Sheffield says. “And that was one of the great musical moments of the weekend, ’cause I just remember everybody really kind of breathing a sigh of relief. Willie is going to take care of us. Willie is the smart sane adult in the room at this point—not the promoters, definitely not the security people.”
But the laid-back feeling Nelson brought to Woodstock ’99 was short-lived. Not long after Willie Nelson left the stage in clouds of marijuana smoke, another smart, sane adult—Elvis Costello—came out.
Now, I love Elvis Costello. I am a rock critic, after all. I think he’s one of the great singer-songwriters of the ’70s and ’80s. But Woodstock ’99 wasn’t exactly his crowd. In the video, you can see people throwing water bottles at Elvis before he’s even reached the chorus of his first song.
“Elvis Costello, he really tried, but he was with an acoustic guitar and was playing for the most part for a non–Elvis Costello–cultist kind of crowd,” Sheffield says. “He began with a deep cut from Spike, ‘Pads, Paws, and Claws,’ and it was just a preposterously bad performance that was self-indulgent in a rock star kind of way. It was just really kind of abrasive and aggravating for people. … The collective angst level of the crowd got a little uglier.”
The bad feeling that Rob picked up on during Elvis Costello’s set was also felt by Jake Hafner, a 23-year-old Syracuse man hired to work for the festival’s Peace Patrol. Jake and his fellow guards were already struggling to contend with a depleted security force. By Sunday, many of Jake’s coworkers had already been fired; others simply quit once they were inside the base in order to join the party. But when Jake showed up for his shift on Sunday afternoon, the tension in the air was even sharper and more intense.
“It would get a little closer to the edge every night,” he says. “By Sunday when we showed up for work we all knew collectively that something was going to happen that night. It was just in the air. You could just feel it.”
That feeling in the air might have just been sheer exhaustion. Many people were operating on very little sleep by then. During the previous night, security guards had given up on policing the campgrounds where many attendees stayed.
“They had stopped sending ambulances or cops into that area because as soon as they would enter in there they would just get pelted with rocks and mud and everything. It was kind of like a no man’s zone,” Hafner says. “So they stopped sending people in there altogether. And I believe that was where a lot of the really bad stuff happened.”
One member of Woodstock’s medical team who did venture into the campgrounds on Sunday morning was Dave Konig, an EMT.
“When you went through the campground, a little bit it reminded you of a refugee camp from the movies,” Konig says. “That there had been some sort of big battle and there’s just trash all over, things burnt all over from the night before, from whatever campfires had gone on. So you just saw that breakdown of both the structure and civility amongst people. Yeah, it was definitely palpable Sunday morning. But yet people still went to the stages.”
While most attendees were still able to maintain some semblance of sanity, Dave does remember encountering a man in the campgrounds who had clearly gone off the deep end. I say “clearly” because the man was completely naked and seemed like he was hopped up on some combination of drugs. He was so out of it that he was destroying every tent in sight.
Finally, one of Dave’s coworkers decided to intervene.
“I remember this guy stepped up to, to, this naked man,” Konig says. “He gave this guy a right hook like Muhammad Ali. He just hooked him so hard. The guy’s head snapped to the right. And then … he was like the Terminator—it just slowly turned back and then he looked at the guy who had just hit him and he was just like, ‘Rawr!’ And … everybody just tackled him at that point. We tackled him. We got him restrained, sedated, and brought him in.”
The rising tension was getting to MTV’s Holmes. Festival attendees had been abusive to the music channel’s hosts and camera crews since Friday. Someone even threw a bottle of urine at TRL host Carson Daly.
By Sunday, the MTV contingent was thoroughly rattled.
“Even before the rioting—that’s a fun way to start a sentence, even before the rioting—it seemed like this was not going to be remembered as a successful festival,” says Holmes. “When we got back to the Air Force base the next day, all anybody was talking about was how scared they were the night before. A lot of the cameramen and the production people were up in this tower that, like, could have been brought down like a scene from Game of Thrones in the middle of the show. People were understandably a little nervous that Sunday.”
That tension boiled over during a press conference in the afternoon. Someone from MTV confronted Woodstock ’99 promoter John Scher over the festival’s failure to control the most violent attendees:
“MTV News was forced to get off of home base, we felt it was too dangerous,” the reporter said. There were people throwing glass bottles everywhere. MTV tower people had to be evacuated.
“Calm down,” Scher responded.
“In all of the concerts I’ve seen, I have never seen anything quite so out of hand as this. It was violent, it was dangerous, it was hostile,” the reporter continued. “My question for you is why did no one from either security or the organization walk out to Fred Durst and say, ‘Man, can you ask these kids to chill?’ I talked to kids later who were petrified out there.”
The confrontation was a rare sour note for Scher at that point in the festival. As far as he and other organizers were concerned, Woodstock ’99 was going along swimmingly. All of the tensions that seemed obvious to those on the ground weren’t apparent to the people running the festival.
“Right after that, I took a walk from the press tent to the stage and this woman journalist, I can’t remember her name, but she walked and said, ‘Can we talk?’” Scher says now. “And at one point we stopped and she said, ‘This is unbelievable. This is the greatest thing. If you put this many people at any other kind of event, it never would have gone that well.’ She said it was just amazing. And then it all blew up over the next couple of hours.”
It turns out that the expectations were way out of whack. What was actually in the works was a candlelight vigil organized by an anti-gun group. By Sunday afternoon, they were handing out candles to attendees.
“And the peace candles became the kindling for the fires that became part of the riot,” says Brian Hiatt, a journalist who covered Woodstock ’99 and later did a yearlong investigation into the festival.
In his reporting, Hiatt discovered that attendees had been setting fires all over the grounds throughout the weekend. And yet nobody ever seemed to get in trouble for it.
“As they put out those fires, the attendees were already threatening to make more fire,” Hiatt says. “They said, ‘We’ll burn anything.’ The threats were, ‘You can’t stop us. If you stop us, it’ll start somewhere else.’”
As late afternoon turned into early evening, the crowd grew increasingly disgruntled and unruly. And then, one of the most popular rock bands of the era showed up on stage: Creed. At Woodstock ’99, they were received like rock royalty.
However, Creed guitarist Mark Tremonti remembers Woodstock ’99 as kind of a terrifying experience.
“Back then in ’99, we’d only been kind of a professional touring band for about two years, so I didn’t have the stage confidence that I have now,” he says. “So it was I just remember it being such a large and intimidating type of setting.”
Soon after Creed left the stage, Woodstock ’99 would descend into riots. But Tremonti can’t recall feeling any premonitions. After Creed it was time for that night’s big headliner—the Red Hot Chili Peppers. The band was riding high again that summer after years of inaction. The album Californication,which became the band’s best-selling record, came out the previous month.
Their performance was supposed to mark the festival’s triumphant climax. And the band was primed for the decadent atmosphere. No one more than Flea, who came out wearing his bass guitar … and no clothes.
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“It seemed like they were playing very well,” Sheffield says. “It was really a beautiful Chili Peppers set. They were coming off Californication. They had the best songs of their career, and they were playing at the peak of their career. So it’s weirdly incongruous. That’s when the violence and the crowd got really, really ugly.”
After playing for about an hour, the Chili Peppers left the stage. Before they could come back for their planned encore, the chasm between the stage and the audience suddenly collapsed. John Scher himself came out to warn the audience.
“As you can see, if you look behind you, we have a bit of a problem,” he said.
The problem was a bonfire raging on the horizon. Actually, the word “bonfire” doesn’t do justice to this wild inferno. In a video posted on YouTube, it looks like a small cabin that’s been totally engulfed in flames. But in the chaotic context of Woodstock ’99, it didn’t seem out of place at first.
Even with part of the festival now on fire, the show didn’t immediately end. When the Chili Peppers came back out, singer Anthony Kiedis commented sardonically on the situation.
“Holy shit, it’s Apocalypse Now out there. Make way for the fire trucks!” he said
And then they proceeded to play a cover of “Fire” by Jimi Hendrix. I think that this was supposed to be part of the festival’s grand finale—a callback to one of the biggest stars of the original festival, coupled with the candlelight vigil that was now a full-on blaze.
Editor’s note, September 5, 2024: This piece was originally published on July 30, 2019, when the fourth episode of Break Stuff: The Story of Woodstock ’99 first released. To mark the recent 25th anniversary of the festival, The Ringer is resurfacing Break Stuff on its own dedicated Spotify feed.
In 1999, a music festival in upstate New York became a social experiment. There were riots, looting, and numerous assaults, all set to a soundtrack of the era’s most aggressive rock bands. Incredibly, this was the third iteration of Woodstock, a festival originally known for peace, love, and hippie idealism. But Woodstock ’99 revealed some hard truths behind the myths of the 1960s and the danger that nostalgia can engender.
Break Stuff, an eight-part documentary podcast series now available on Spotify, investigates what went wrong at Woodstock ’99 and the legacy of the event as host Steven Hyden interviews promoters, attendees, journalists, and musicians. We’ve already explored whether Limp Bizkit were to blame for the chaos, how the story of the original Woodstock is mostly a myth, and how the host town prepared for the festival. In Episode 4, Hyden looks at how the first night of Woodstock ’99 set the stage for what was to come.
As attendees filed into Griffiss Air Force Base for the first day of the festival, large crowds swelled around the east and west stages. And when I say large, I mean humongous. It’s estimated that 220,000 people attended the festival, plus an additional 10,000 who worked there.
“It was kind of an out-of-body experience when you play a big festival like that, you know, where you can’t see the end of the crowd,” said Noodles, a guitarist for the Offspring.
In 1994, Noodles’s band released Smash,a blockbuster that sold 11 million copies, making it the best-selling record ever to be put out by an independent label. Five years later, the Offspring were still big MTV stars. But even a band as popular as the Offspring was humbled by the size of Woodstock ’99.
“We flew over it on our way in,” he says. “The area that this festival took over was really just a huge, huge area. We’ve been able to fly over other festivals since and it’s one of the biggest for sure. So it looked kind of cool, we were really excited.”
Once the band touched down and arrived backstage, however, the grandeur of Woodstock ‘99 also came crashing down.
“The venue really wasn’t great,” he says. “You know, it wasn’t a very hospitable. So it was kind of bleak in that regard.”
The Offspring were scheduled to play after the rapper DMX and before Korn. On stage, the members of the band stared into a vast sea of humanity that stretched as far as the eye could see. Playing Woodstock ’99 was a pretty heady experience for a band that came up in the underground punk scene.
“It is a little overwhelming,” Noodles says. “We’ve done it so much now that I guess I get more and more used to it, but still there’s an energy there that’s unlike anything else, and I guess that was kind of fun. It was, I think, a little too much, just a little bit too big.”
Most musicians will say the most disorienting aspect of performing at an event as massive as Woodstock ’99 is the disconnection from the audience. Even in an arena, an artist can still see the people in the first few rows. But at Woodstock ’99, the distance between performer and fan was nearly insurmountable.
“You know, the audience was super far away, there were big cameras on tracks that were in between us and the crowd as well,” Noodles says. “So just kind of connecting with the audience was a little bit more difficult.”
But the band didn’t miss everything. There was one moment when Offspring singer Dexter Holland was able to discern some bad behavior in the audience. It occurred near the end of the band’s set, when Holland decided to comment on it.
“But you know what, I was noticing something, I gotta call your attention to it for just a second,” Holland said on stage. “I’ve been noticing that there’s a lot of girls coming over the top here crowdsurfing. And they’re getting really groped, you know what I mean. Now I think, just because a girl wants to go crowdsurfing or whatever, that doesn’t give a guy the right to molest ’em, know what I’m sayin’?”
Then, Holland said that the audience members should take matters into their own hands.
“If you’re a guy and you see a girl go overhead, give her a break,” he said. “If you’re a girl and you see a guy go overhead, I want you to grab his fucking balls!”
But again, in the moment, the bands were in a totally different world from the audience. And that surely affects the perspective of artists like Jonathan Davis, the lead singer of Korn. When he talks about Woodstock ’99, he doesn’t think about sexual assaults.
It was the biggest fucking group of people I ever saw in a festival setting like that in America, and all I know is our show was amazing,” Davis says.
Woodstock ’99 was the first concert that Korn had played in months. The band had been holed up in Los Angeles working on a new album. After so much hard work, playing a big concert in front of hundreds of thousands of people was a much-needed release.
“It was us, Limp Bizkit, Ice Cube, all these people,” he says. “We all chartered a big 737, and we all flew from L.A. to the site, and it was just amazing. We had a huge party on that plane, we were all just listening to music and having fun. We were playing craps and it was just amazing—an amazing experience.”
When you watch Korn’s performance on YouTube, you can see both what went right and what went wrong. On one hand, the band played incredibly—any signs of rust from not touring were obliterated by the nuclear-level energy coming off the crowd. On the other hand, you can see a female crowd surfer fighting off dozens of men attempting to grope her.
The separation between Korn and the audience is obvious. I wonder whether it was also apparent in the moment—I wasn’t there, but I suspect that the audience felt like it was in its own world. That feeling helps to embolden bad behavior. In the end, nobody seems to take responsibility for when things go sideways.
As for Jonathan Davis, it’s obvious that his adrenaline was jacked through the roof. He will never forget what it felt like to perform that night.
“I mean, it’s like no drug on earth,” Davis says. “For me, at least for Korn, when we play, I have a real intense connection with the crowd. I’ve never been a frontman that talks a lot but I think by the way that I perform and how emotions come across, that I touch something that makes people want to do that thing.”
He still remembers how the crowd reacted to the last song of the night.
“When we were doing ‘My Gift to You,’ and I had a lighter and I got everybody to put their lighters up in the air or when they were you know all jumping or just pumping their fist,” Davis says. “Those moments were really huge moments to have that many people doing it.”
Jonathan Davis of Korn during Woodstock ’99WireImage
For Davis, the only negativity associated with Woodstock ’99 happened backstage.
It was a feud with a band playing that night on the west stage, commonly regarded as festival’s B-list showcase.
“Insane Clown Posse wanted to fight us or some stupid bullshit that I don’t understand,” Davis says. “But Cube’s people put them in their place and that was it. That was the only drama.”
To this day, Davis is confused as to why Insane Clown Posse had a beef with Korn.
“I don’t even fucking know why they don’t like us,” he says. “I heard that they talked some other shit about us before too. I think they like to start shit just to get press or start a beef and get things going. I don’t know––I was a huge fan of ICP and that whole Juggalo thing. I think it’s cool.”
Here’s something you should know about me: I love band rivalries. I even wrote a book about it. And yet, in all of my research about Woodstock ’99, I hadn’t come across any information about a fight between Korn and Insane Clown Posse. I didn’t know about it until Jonathan Davis brought it up, unprompted.
Naturally, I now wanted to insert myself into some Korn vs. ICP drama. So I reached out to Violent J, who makes up Insane Clown Posse with fellow rapper Shaggy 2 Dope. And I asked him, “Hey, Violent J, why were you so mad at Korn back in 1999?”
According to Violent J, ICP didn’t have beef with Korn at all. In fact, the opposite was true. ICP worshipped Korn.
“What happened was, we kind of diss them in the lyric,” he says. “You know what I mean.”
In case you don’t know what he means: The diss lyric occurs in the song “Everybody Rize,” which mocks Jonathan Davis for a song he wrote about being bullied as a kid.
“It was uncalled for and it was stupid,” he says. “When we dissed them, it was an old lyric. So when we saw them we apologized for that and they had no idea what we were talking about.”
In my experience, Violent J isn’t really an accurate moniker. He was more like Gregarious J. I don’t think I talked to anyone who was happier to talk about Woodstock ’99. He was like a little kid talking about meeting Santa Claus for the first time.
“They drove us to the other stage,” Violent J says. “We hadn’t looked out, and we didn’t see the crowd or anything. And we came out and boom! It was just packed, and we were so happy. We couldn’t believe it. We were so excited, because it wasn’t like the other festivals we’d done. There was a lot of people there that would want to see us, you know, and that felt so good. It felt so cool to be a part of something.”
Insane Clown Posse formed in Detroit in 1989. From the beginning, they were outcasts—too rap for the rock crowd, and too rock for the rap crowd. Both sides seemed to agree that ICP were ridiculous. But Woodstock ’99 signified a rare moment of acceptance. Violent J finally felt like a true rock star.
“We always call ourselves the most hated band in the world,” he says. “And we’ve always played up the role that we like being the outcasts, you know? But in reality there’s always been an urge to want to be accepted to something. I mean, we want to be considered cool enough to be there.Andthat was like the ultimate reward. That that was something that really came through for us and felt that way.”
The band decided to show their appreciation by giving back to the audience at the concert.
“Yo, I know for Woodstock, tickets were a little expensive,” he said from on stage. “And me and Shaggy, we got paid a lot of money to be here. So we decided to give you all your money back.”
Then the band kicked a basket of red and yellow dodgeballs into the audience—each one with a $100 bill taped to it. And once those balls were gone, ICP kicked balls with $500 attached to them.
“We wanted to try to come up with some extra flavor for Woodstock,” he says now. “They were all jumping up trying to grab them, and that would just make the ball fly in the air again.”
Along with the free money, there was also some boorishness during ICP’s set. At one point, Violent J and Shaggy 2 Dope invited women to shed their tops onstage. Then they doused the women with Faygo soda.
When you watch the video, it all seems playful. The women appear to be doing this of their own volition, and having a good time. But in the harsh light of 2019, the whole thing seems pretty gross. It’s the sort of mindless decadence you associate with the fall of great empires.
The darkest impulses of Woodstock ’99 were already manifesting on Friday—two full days before tensions finally boiled over in the form of riots and looting.