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  • Chris Kirkland: ‘I was taking 2,500mg of Tramadol a day. I had it in my goalie bag on the pitch’

    Chris Kirkland: ‘I was taking 2,500mg of Tramadol a day. I had it in my goalie bag on the pitch’

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    Chris Kirkland was 13 when his father, Eddie, walked into a betting shop and asked what odds he could get on his son playing for England.

    It has become one of those enquiries bookmakers get from time to time, but back in 1994 it was unusual. It elicited a few questions, like whether the boy in question was registered with a professional club. The answer was no.

    The bookie came back with odds of 100/1, which prompted Eddie to put down a stake of £98.10 ($131 at today’s exchange rates). It was as much as he and various other family members could scramble together.

    At the time, Kirkland knew nothing of this flight of fancy. He wouldn’t have fancied his chances, given he had been struggling to get a game in the under-14s at Barwell, his local amateur club.

    “If I’d gone into the bookies’ with my dad, and they’d seen me, I’m sure he would have got a lot better odds than 100/1,” he says three decades later, at home in Lancashire. “I was very gangly. I wasn’t in the best shape.”

    But he had been a revelation in his previous game, forced into emergency action as a goalkeeper, an unfamiliar role for him. “I must have done OK,” he says. “My dad must have seen something. I went from playing my first game in goal at nearly 14 to making my Premier League debut (for Coventry City) at 18. It was a rapid rise.”


    Chris Kirkland playing for Coventry City in a 2000-01 Premier League game against Manchester United (Clive Brunskill /Allsport)

    It was extraordinary. In August 2001, aged 20, he became the most expensive goalkeeper in Britain, joining Liverpool in a projected £6million deal. He got his first senior England call-up at 22. The only surprise at that point was that a series of untimely injuries forced him to wait until he was 25 to make his full England debut in a friendly against Greece. Only then, at last, did his father’s syndicate get their windfall.

    But his first appearance for England was also his last and, for reasons still not entirely clear, he never received the traditional cap to commemorate it. Only in the past few months was this brought to the attention of the Football Association, which, with a flurry of apologies, promised to rectify the matter.

    And so on Thursday evening, 18 years on, Kirkland will be a guest of the FA at Wembley Stadium as England play Greece once more. At 43, he will finally get his cap but, more than anything, he is looking forward to the occasion for his teenage daughter, Lucy.


    Kirkland on his one appearance for England (Neal Simpson – PA Images via Getty Images)

    For years, growing up, she associated his football career with torment and trauma — because that is exactly what it caused Kirkland as he found himself in the grip of depression and painkiller addiction.

    It came to a head in Portugal in the summer of 2016 when, on a pre-season training camp with Bury, he “took a load of tablets” that sent him “mad” and left him dangerously close to taking his life. That was when he knew, aged 35, he had to walk away from football. It was killing him.

    It is only now, having freed himself from addiction and pieced his life back together, that he has begun to feel able to look back on his career with pride.


    In March this year, a ‘legends’ match took place between Liverpool and Ajax to raise funds for the LFC Foundation.

    Alongside old favourites such as Steven Gerrard, Fernando Torres and Jerzy Dudek, there was a call-up for Kirkland, the first time he had been involved in such an occasion.

    He only appeared for the final 11 minutes of the game, as third-choice goalkeeper behind Dudek and Sander Westerveld, but it was more than enough.

    “I don’t class myself as a Liverpool legend at all,” he says. “But when they asked me, I thought how it would be nice for Lucy to see me play at Anfield. It was only brief, but it was amazing. I really didn’t expect the reception I got from the fans when I came on.”


    Kirkland walks out at Anfield for the legends game (Liverpool FC/Liverpool FC via Getty Images)

    It felt like a homecoming. As a boy, he had travelled up from Leicestershire to stand on the Kop and watch Liverpool — his first game a famous 5-0 victory over Nottingham Forest in 1988.

    It is just a shame that his own Liverpool career, for which he and others had such high hopes, never truly took off.

    It was a strange deal.

    Few people questioned Liverpool’s logic in committing to spend up to £6million on a youngster who, having excelled since usurping Sweden’s Magnus Hedman at Coventry, was widely regarded as David Seaman’s likely successor as England’s first-choice goalkeeper.

    But it was certainly odd that Liverpool signed Poland international Dudek from Feyenoord on the same day. The succession plan was spelt out to him before he put pen to paper: Dudek, 28, for the short to medium term and Kirkland, 20, for the long term. But after one training session with the “awesome” Dudek, he wondered just how long he might have to wait.


    Being announced as a Liverpool player on the same day the club signed Dudek, another goalkeeper (Nick Potts – PA Images/PA Images via Getty Images)

    Kirkland got his chance in his second season on Merseyside after Dudek suffered a serious loss of form, but an encouraging run ended abruptly when he ruptured the posterior cruciate ligament in his right knee after colliding with Crystal Palace forward Dele Adebola during an FA Cup tie.

    Injuries became the bane of his existence: a broken finger; a broken wrist when he stopped a ferocious shot from Harry Kewell in training; a back problem that plagued him for years having initially flared up during another training exercise, this time a game of leapfrog; on loan at West Bromwich Albion in October 2005 he suffered a lacerated kidney in a collision with Bolton Wanderers forward Kevin Davies.

    “I wasn’t injury-prone in the sense of someone who keeps getting muscle injuries,” he says. “It was a succession of freak injuries.”

    They always seemed to come at the worst time: 14 games into his first spell as Liverpool’s goalkeeper, 11 games into his second, 14 games into his third. He played in that famous Steven Gerrard-inspired victory over Olympiacos at Anfield in December 2004 but was out of the picture by the time that Champions League campaign culminated with victory over AC Milan in Istanbul five months later.

    Reserve goalkeeper Scott Carson (“typical of the guy he is”) offered him his winner’s medal afterwards, pointing out Kirkland had started four matches in the group stage. But Kirkland rejected the offer. He didn’t feel part of it, sidelined by a back operation and unable to see a future under Rafael Benitez.

    After leaving Liverpool, Kirkland was largely untroubled by injury in four seasons as first-choice goalkeeper at Wigan Athletic, helping them stay in the Premier League and winning the club’s player-of-the-year award in 2008. He does not hesitate to describe that period as “the best of my career”.


    Kirkland making a point-blank save from Kevin Davies for Wigan (Clive Brunskill/Getty Images)

    But the “injury-prone” label proved hard to shake off. It was a constant irk and is highly relevant to what happened next.


    When Kirkland signed for Sheffield Wednesday in the summer of 2012, the club insisted on a clause in his contract that would allow them to terminate his deal if he missed a specified number of games with a back injury.

    Kirkland was certain his back problem was in the past but he suffered a spasm two days before Wednesday’s opening game of the Championship campaign and was plunged into a state of anxiety and panic, fearing all the old injury problems and tropes were about to resurface.

    In the past, he had been prescribed Tramadol, a painkilling tablet, when his back problem was at its worst. Feeling desperate, he took matters into his own hands, self-medicated, declared himself fit, played against Derby County and felt good again.

    But it soon reached a point where he wasn’t just taking it for his back. He was doing it to try to ease the anxiety he had felt from the moment he arrived at Wednesday.

    “It’s a great club — big club, great fans — but my problem was being away from home,” he says. “I was missing everything: picking my daughter up from school, watching her school plays, walking my dogs in the afternoon. All the stuff that was part of my routine when I was at Liverpool and Wigan was gone.”

    There was also the drive to Sheffield — “only 70 miles each way, but a horrible commute, across the Snake Pass, and I would hit the Manchester traffic in the rush hour”.

    “I started leaving at 5:45am and getting to the training ground hours before everyone else,” he says. “I got really anxious about it, so I started taking more tablets for the anxiety. I was on a slippery slope.

    “Tramadol is meant to be a maximum of 400mg a day. I got to the point where I was taking 2,500mg a day. I was taking them out onto the pitch in my goalie bag. It wasn’t for the pain. It was because I was addicted. They were the first thing I thought about when I woke up and the last thing I thought about at night.”

    Did anyone at the club know he was taking it? Or his doctor? “No,” he says. “I was ordering them on the internet. Nobody knew, not even Leeona (his wife).”

    The World Anti-Doping Agency (WADA) placed Tramadol on its list of banned substances nine months ago, meaning that an athlete testing positive for the drug during an in-competition test would face the prospect of a long ban.

    Players have contacted Kirkland privately over the last couple of years asking for help in trying to wean themselves off painkillers. “I’m not saying it’s every other player, but it’s more than you would think,” he says. “It’s on the banned list now, but I wouldn’t be surprised if someone gets caught with them.

    “They’re not performance-enhancing. They’re not going to turn you into Superman or make you save every shot that comes in. They’re dangerous. That’s the issue. I was fainting, heart palpitations, hallucinations, violently ill. They can kill you. They should have killed me. They nearly did.”

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    The final years of Kirkland’s career were a struggle. It was a “relief” to lose his first-team place at Wednesday and then take a backup role at Preston North End, but it caused his professional focus to wane. At home, he became distant, remote, fretful. Despite his wife’s pleas for them to talk about his mood, he was vague and evasive.

    “I was well into the addiction,” he says. “I couldn’t reverse my mindset, couldn’t reverse my addiction. I got worse and worse. I didn’t want to do anything when I got home, didn’t want to socialise, didn’t want to go out. Eventually, I didn’t want to play football.”

    Kirkland planned to hang up his gloves after a year at Preston, but was reminded of that old pros’ warning: “You’re a long time retired.” He was persuaded to join Bury, who had been promoted to League One. He knew instantly it was a mistake — a reflection not on the club but on his state of mind.


    Kirkland looks on from the bench during his time at Preston (Ker Robertson/Getty Images)

    The mere thought of a pre-season training camp at Portugal had him “freaking out”, feeling like a “wreck”. The first day’s training didn’t go well. “Then the next day I took loads of tablets and they obviously sent me mad,” he says.

    Kirkland shudders at the memory of what came next: palpitations, hyperventilating, hallucinating and, almost like an out-of-body experience, finding himself on the roof of the apartment block in Portugal, in floods of tears, contemplating the unthinkable. “Enough,” he says. “I was going to jump off.”

    At the last moment, he says, he “felt a pull back” — the pull of his family — and he called Leeona and told her he desperately needed help. “It was about half two in the morning and she said, ‘Let’s get you home and get you some help’,” he says.

    Speaking first to Leeona and then to a counsellor recommended by the Professional Footballers’ Association (PFA), he confessed everything: the depth of his addiction, the lengths he had gone to in trying to conceal it, a growing sense of helplessness.

    He came clean to Bury’s then-manager David Flitcroft, who he says was “brilliant”, and the club agreed to rip up his contract. He went “cold turkey”, withdrawing not just from Tramadol but from professional football. In a brief public statement, he said he needed to take time away from the sport for the good of his family.

    For a time, it worked. Kirkland reached a better place, where he didn’t miss the drugs or the game. But then the withdrawal symptoms began to kick in. “I started to miss being a footballer. I missed the routine,” he says. “I thought about coming out of retirement, started training, but my body wasn’t having it. I had no purpose, I was miserable, I was down. I went back on the pills.”

    Leeona spotted the tell-tale signs and intervened, begging him to go to rehab. He came back refreshed, with a new sense of purpose. Together, they went to his doctor and said that, no matter what the circumstances, Kirkland must never be prescribed painkillers. Acupuncture was the way forward.

    But then came the Covid-19 pandemic, lockdown, new anxieties and a chronic relapse. Acupuncture was off-limits, so he found himself ordering painkillers online again. Innocent-looking parcels arrived from overseas. He has no idea what was inside those pills. All he knows is they almost killed him.

    He talks of a “horrendous experience” and “not knowing who I was”. Out and about, he would become disoriented, barely able to remember the way home.

    He was back in the same cycle: palpitations, blackouts, hallucinations, hopelessly addicted once more, lying to his nearest and dearest until the waves of fear became overwhelming again and, after pleas from Leeona and Lucy, he went back to rehab.


    That was in early 2022. This time, Kirkland left rehab with a different mindset, knowing his life depended on beating the addiction. He owed it to himself, but above all to Leeona and Lucy, whose support he describes as “incredible”.


    (Oliver Kay/The Athletic)

    This time the postman and delivery drivers were given strict orders to hand any suspicious-looking parcels straight to his wife. (There haven’t been any.) Beyond that, Kirkland assented to an arrangement where his wife could demand he undergo a drug test at any time. He has a testing kit next to him during our interview. He is proud to be able to look them in the eye and say he has been clean for two and a half years.

    He is also proud of his work for the LFC Foundation, the PFA and various charities — not just by talking about his difficulties but by joining a series of fundraising walks.

    That is his addiction these days, initially inspired by former Nottingham Forest and Wales goalkeeper Mark Crossley’s “Walking’s Brilliant” charity and now taking on a life of his own. Maybe it’s a goalkeeper thing.

    “I definitely feel addicted to it,” he says. “I’ve done an hour in the gym already today but I’m planning to go out for a 10-mile walk later. Leeona will say, ‘Have a day off’, but I love being out there in the open with the dogs. If I don’t do it, I’ll feel like shit for the rest of the day. So it’s an addiction, yes, but it’s a healthy addiction. Unlike popping pills.”

    It was his charity work, particularly in raising awareness of mental health issues, that recently earned him an honorary degree from Liverpool Edge Hill University.

    That was when he was asked about his England cap and he replied that, contrary to convention, he had never received one. The university made enquiries without his knowledge and the FA, mystified to learn that one of England’s one-cap wonders had been left without an actual, physical, put-it-on-your-head cap as a memento, promised to put the matter right.

    Before this week’s Nations League game against Greece, Kirkland will be presented with his legacy cap, number 1,144, in recognition of his place in the lineage of the England men’s team. He says his appearances for Liverpool mean more than that solitary game for his country, but he is looking forward to his trip to Wembley — and to the chance to meet up with his former Coventry team-mate Lee Carsley, now the national team’s interim head coach.

    At a stage when many retired footballers start to find themselves in a rut, Kirkland, whose problems overshadowed a hugely promising career, feels he has rediscovered himself: finding a purpose with his work for the LFC Foundation, that warm Anfield reception at the legends game and picking up the England cap that was once likely to be the first of many. It is an ongoing process, but one loose end after another is being tied up.

    By far the most precious, though, is a sense of reconnection with his family — of seeing his daughter grow up, reconnecting with each other. “You’re annoying,” she tells him from time to time. “But I’m so glad I’ve got my dad back now.”


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  • Rickie Lambert, conspiracy theories – and why footballers are vulnerable

    Rickie Lambert, conspiracy theories – and why footballers are vulnerable

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    Just after clocking off time at the edge of Liverpool’s business district on Wednesday afternoon, a small but striking man with a tattoo stretching across his neck joined a crowd of 200 or so protestors outside the city’s most significant civic building.

    Chris Sky is an optimistic-sounding name. His aviator glasses, gleaming white teeth and peroxide hair gave him the appearance of a Las Vegas timeshare salesman; instead, he was flogging a story to other famous men like Rickie Lambert, the former Liverpool and England forward, who had advertised this rally in advance without mentioning its special guest.

    On the opposite side of the road was another group, making a stand against fascism. For a good half-hour, two men holding megaphones used the busy thoroughfare as a barrier between ideologies as cars went past and bemused commuters tried to get home.

    While the anti-fascists screamed about Nazis and the real problems Liverpool’s residents should campaign against, the “freedom” movement stood behind yellow placards that advised readers to “question everything” and to “lose the denial”. There was also another warning: “15-minute neighbourhoods will be your prison.”


    The 15-minute city protest in Liverpool (Simon Hughes)

    That, ultimately, was what Lambert was here for: to raise awareness of the supposed threat of Liverpool becoming a “15-minute city”, where the local government stands accused of planning to essentially segregate districts in the name of climate change.

    Sky emerged as an online agitator at the start of the Covid-19 pandemic by railing against restrictions at a series of “freedom rallies”. To his followers, he is a precious purveyor of truth in a world of sinister forces trying to exercise control; to many more, he is a dangerous conspiracy theorist.

    There was, however, no denying he was the star attraction on Wednesday. After another “freedom” spokesman with the megaphone denied the event’s links to the far right — “This has nothing to do with racism,” he claimed — Sky and his followers ambled towards the space in front of the crown court. Then, after the rally’s organiser described those mainly middle-class-looking older women and students handing out socialist newsletters on the other side of the street as “satanic” communists trying to “steal our souls”, Sky was invited to talk.

    “Hello Liverpool,” he shouted into the mic, only for his voice to disappear in a violent gust blowing in from the Irish Sea.

    Sky announced that he was on a tour to change the world courtesy of speeches like this one, which included unsubstantiated claims about the return of Covid-19, the weaponising of climate change by governments in an attempt to control freedoms, and a hidden LGBT agenda that the audience needed to be aware of because according to the Bible, “pride” was one of the seven deadly sins.

    Lambert, who did not speak despite his role in promoting the event, stood by, taking it all in. Most people did, but for one Liverpudlian in a vest, who piped up from the back of the crowd: “Why the f*** are we listening to some American talk about our city?”

    It was at that point that someone informed him that Sky, whose surname is really Saccoccia, was in fact from Canada.


    In his book, Red Pill Blue Pill, David Newert describes a conspiracy theory as “a hypothetical explanation of historical or ongoing new events comprised of secret plots, usually of a nefarious nature, whose existence may or may not be factual”.

    In recent years, Newert adds that it has also become a “kind of dismissive epithet”. The majority of people, he explains, do not have the time for conspiracist beliefs and, therefore, it is easier to banish those who do as “cartoonish scam peddlers”.

    A psychologist based in Merseyside, speaking on the condition of anonymity because of his working contracts, makes comparisons between conspiracy theorists and his experiences in the drug services when survivors discover salvation, prompting them to want to impart their knowledge to others by working in recovery.

    “When conspiracy theorists discover something, they never keep it to themselves,” he concludes. “They have to pass it on to someone else. Now they know their place in the world, they see themselves as crusaders.”

    Conspiracy theories can take root in every sector of society and yet there are compelling reasons why sportspeople — including footballers — could be particularly susceptible.

    Lambert has used his social media platforms to perpetrate a variety of outlandish theories, including calling for doctors and nurses who vaccinated children against Covid-19 to be arrested, sharing posts that erroneously claim vaccine shots contain ‘cancer virus’, and saying that anyone who is “in on the globalist plan, the new world order, needs to be brought down”.

    Yet he is by no means the only high-profile example. Matt Le Tissier, one of his predecessors in a Southampton and England shirt, has used social media to augment arguments among conspiracy theorists that include the denial of the war in Ukraine and actors being used to fake what is happening in front of Western cameras.


    Le Tissier has sparked controversy with his views (Robin Jones/Getty Images)

    Le Tissier claims he has been pushed to the fringes by mainstream media companies because of his views. Support has come from Lambert but also from other ex-footballers, such as David Cotterill, the former Swansea City and Wales midfielder, who has used his Instagram account to make wild accusations over the existence of a network of celebrity paedophiles, climate change, Covid restrictions and that a Texas school shooting was a ‘false flag’ event.

    Another former Liverpool player, Dejan Lovren, appeared to endorse the conspiracy theory that the Covid-19 pandemic was devised as a ploy to force vaccinations on the world’s population. In 2020, he responded to a social media post thanking health workers by Bill Gates, the billionaire who helped fund vaccine research, by saying: “Game over Bill. People are not blind.” He has repeatedly promoted links to talks by David Icke, the former Coventry goalkeeper, who has long held a belief that the British Royal Family are a group of shape-shifting lizards.

    On a similar theme, the former Spain goalkeeper Iker Casillas revealed in 2018 that he did not believe the Moon landings were real.

    The key word in any cognitive reaction to conspiracy theories, according to the psychologist, is ‘threat’. They explain the brain like this: the threat part of the brain is the most potent, telling the drive system to do something about it. But the drive system is also the part of the brain that deals with reward, which makes people feel like they are eliminating a threat. This, therefore, makes people feel like they are achieving something. When that happens, it releases chemicals like serotonin and dopamine, making them feel better.

    “It gives people a purpose,” he says. “The problem is, it becomes cyclical. The threat system says, ‘You’ve done something about it this time — what about next time? You feel good now but there’s another threat around the corner.’ This means the brain jumps back into drive.

    “This isn’t a million miles away from the life of a Premier League football player, who has to push themselves to avoid being dropped or heckled by 60,000 spectators who revel in telling you that you’re crap at your job. In a sporting life, that’s the threat. You’ve done well in one game, but there’s always another to follow.”

    Sportspeople are susceptible to this world because of how carefully they need to manage their bodies in order to perform.

    “Clean eating became a fad 10 years ago or so,” the psychologist says when asked to explain what can happen when sportspeople embrace alternative thinking. “That quickly becomes, ‘Don’t trust the professionals — take charge of what you put into your body.’ This then becomes, ‘Don’t trust the professionals — they are in the pockets of ‘big pharma’’. You throw in a pandemic in the middle of all this, along with various high-profile political scandals, and suddenly it manifests into not trusting anyone, claims about who controls the planet, and extreme views such as antisemitism.”

    These are big jumps, but look at the leap Le Tissier has made in a relatively short space of time, from small city champion and legendary Southampton No 7 to a war-denier in Ukraine, who in July, without providing evidence, suggested on Twitter a “communist takeover is slyly being implemented”.

    The psychologist suggests retired footballers can find life difficult without the routine of training and matches. This can lead to them seeking a lost dressing room culture that can be found initially in a chat room or a forum.

    “Given golf courses were closed during the pandemic and there was nothing else to do, there was a sanctuary of sorts on the internet, where people seeking explanations for questions that had no answers seemed to find them. Such groups offer the illusion of certainty and safeness.”


    Golf courses closed during the Covid-19 pandemic (Glyn Kirk/AFP via Getty Images)

    The problem, as Newert points out, is that real conspiracies do exist and have done through most of civilised history.

    In Liverpool, particularly, you only need to remind people of the 1980s, when “managed decline” was suspected as a strategy of the United Kingdom’s Conservative government, before official papers were released under the 30-year rule in 2011 revealing that Chancellor Geoffrey Howe had, at the very least, proposed the policy to then Prime Minister, Margaret Thatcher.

    Many people who lived in the city through this period would agree that there is enough evidence to believe the policy was, in fact, carried out. The decade finished with Hillsborough, the worst football disaster in British history, when the authorities aligned to blame fans. It would take more than a quarter of a century for a cover-up to be exposed in a courtroom and only in the past few years have some police forces started paying out damages to victims.

    In some parts of Liverpool, it is still believed that the heroin epidemic of the same era was another strategy, aimed at doping the city up as the rot set in — preventing people in the haze from standing their ground.

    Only a few hundred at most turned up outside Liverpool’s town hall on Wednesday, but the psychologist believes the city is fertile ground for conspiracists because of its history and a wariness towards authority.

    Though it has not manifested into demonstrations, the current Conservative government’s decision to send in commissioners to run an area that hasn’t had a Tory councillor since 1997 has heightened suspicion amongst those with long memories.

    This month, Icke hosted a talk in Liverpool’s Greenbank Conference Centre and he wouldn’t have organised that if he didn’t think at least some people from the surrounding area would turn up.

    Super conspiracies, the psychologist thinks, are intoxicating because they have no answers, which helps maintain an interest over a long period of time.

    “The awakening always feels just around the corner; that Scooby Doo moment, where the villain’s sack is removed from his head,” he says. “First, there was 5G to consider. Then there were lockdowns and masks. Now there are 15-minute cities. It’s a never-ending threat and that’s why it’s so difficult to escape from.”


    Lambert, whose football career ended in 2017 following 241 goals in 701 games for nine clubs across all levels of professional football in England, perhaps stands as testament to that.

    On September 11, the 41-year-old used his Twitter page to start promoting the rally with a poster that could easily have been an advert for a ghost tour, where the town hall faded into the background of a ghoulish blue light.

    “People of Liverpool, start researching 15 minute city’s (sic),” Lambert wrote, “because they are coming our way very shortly if we allow it.”

    Then, in capital letters, he added: “WE DO NOT CONSENT!!”

    A video from a garden followed three days later, was aimed at “you Scousers”.

    According to Lambert, Liverpool’s council was planning on “dividing” the city into 13 zones in an attempt to create greener and safer spaces for “us, the people”.

    “It is not, it is not,” Lambert insisted. “It is a controlled tactic being implemented across this country as we speak. These are initial movements for 15-minute cities, all under the guise of climate change.”

    Liverpool would be under the surveillance of cameras and, eventually, permanent barriers, according to Lambert. “This is unacceptable,” he said. “Us, the people, will not stand for this control tactic.”


    Lambert making his way to the 15-minute city protest in Liverpool (Simon Hughes)

    While Lambert did not provide evidence for these claims, the city council is adamant that such plans have never been discussed at any committee meeting and it does not form a part of its planning or policy.

    The 15-minute city, an urban design concept which could be perceived as a fairly mundane strategy that has been moderately successful in other parts of the world for more than a decade, aims to provide everything that a resident supposedly needs within a 15-minute walk or bike ride.

    Since the start of 2023, however, it has been targeted by conspiracy theorists, who believe it to be a part of a malign international plot to control people’s movement in the name of climate change. According to the protestors standing beside Sky, new cameras in bus lanes were evidence that this process had started in Liverpool.

    Not every person’s life can be viewed through their social media output, but Lambert’s might be revealing in terms of what it does not include over the first three years.

    His Instagram page has been active since 2017 and until 2020, nearly all of his posts related to his family and football. If he was interested in politics, medicine, or social freedoms, he did not show it.

    The nature of those posts began to change six months into the Covid-19 pandemic, specifically when Rishi Sunak told musicians they should retrain and find new jobs.

    Lambert, like a lot of people, pushed back at this radical suggestion by the then Chancellor of the Exchequer, who has since become the British prime minister.

    By March 2021, he was posting about lockdowns, writing: “No new variant or blaming the unvaccinated!! NO MORE!!!”

    Lambert only joined Twitter in June 2023, attracting 10,000 followers since. His bio suggests he is “fighting for my children’s future”, as an ex-footballer-turned-coach, though he does not mention he is employed by Wigan Athletic. It includes the hashtag #greatawakening.

    In his first video post, he described himself as a “critical thinker” before having a stab at explaining what he thought this phenomenon was.

    “No one has ever told us what the great awakening is,” Lambert admitted.

    A month later, he released another, more succinct video, where he “withdrew his consent to be governed by any corrupt, compromised, belligerent parliament of government”.

    “I will not comply,” he added.

    I had asked Lambert for an interview in July, to speak about his views, challenge them, and to see where they were rooted. Initially, he agreed, but the night before we were due to meet, he cancelled without any initial indication he wanted to reschedule. After being pressed on another date and promising to come back with a suggestion, he did not.

    It became apparent on his Instagram page that two days before our original interview, he had attended a gathering with at least four other people, including Andrew Bridgen, the Member of Parliament who, earlier this year, was expelled from the Conservative Party for comparing Covid-19 vaccines to the Holocaust. He had also been found to have breached lobbying rules.


    Bridgen has been an outspoken critic of lockdown policy (Leon Neal/Getty Images)

    At the start of September, Hope Not Hate, the largest anti-fascist organisation in the United Kingdom, distributed a picture of Bridgen in Copenhagen with Tommy Robinson, arguably the most notorious far-right activist in the United Kingdom.

    The organisers of the rally Lambert promoted and attended in Liverpool were the British Lions, a group which was spawned out of the Covid conspiracy “freedom” movement.

    Despite using ancient law and sovereign language, Hope Not Hate says the organisation is not explicitly far-right, but says that some of its members have been seen at other far-right events.

    A leaflet handed out by the British Lions on Wednesday outlined, rather chaotically, all of the things they are challenging the government on. Some were rooted in reality, such as the attempt to criminalise rights to protest; others were unsubstantiated claims apparently designed to offer the impression of a super conspiracy.

    So many of the origin stories for these groups and beliefs can be traced back to the pandemic, which Joe Mulhall, from Hope Not Hate, describes as an “unprecedented opportunity for engagement with the conspiracy world”.

    Mulhall says conspiracists will ignore any differences when they meet believers of their secretive world. “The nuances seem tiny when they feel like they are conquering an external force. The enormity of the perceived threat means they will put aside political distinctions that traditionally might be a problem.”


    Nine summers ago, I watched Lambert cry tears of joy as he completed his dream move. He was at Melwood, Liverpool’s old training ground, having just signed for the club.

    When I spoke to him briefly in July, he described it as the best moment of his life. I remember being delighted for him, as so many Liverpool supporters were. His story until this point had been one of crushing rejection and extraordinary revival, heaving himself from the floor of his release from the club he loved as a teenager to working his way back a couple of decades later. “I can’t believe this has happened,” he told me.


    Lambert fulfilled a boyhood dream by playing for Liverpool (Michael Regan/Getty Images)

    On much colder reflection, his path might offer clues as to why he thinks the way he does now. Lambert was born in Kirkby, an overspill town seven miles inland from Liverpool’s city centre, living in a maisonette opposite the old Kirkby Stadium, which for junior teams in the area was the equivalent of Wembley. With a notoriously hard shot, he was spotted by Liverpool scouts aged 10 and he spent five years in the junior ranks, rejecting opportunities to join Everton and Manchester United.

    It was not a shock to him when he was told by Steve Heighway, Liverpool’s academy director, that he was being released because of his lack of pace. Over the next few years, he had to adapt his game and this led to him playing in a variety of positions. He joined Blackpool as a right-back, but by the last year of his apprenticeship, he was a central midfielder. Two of those years had been under Nigel Worthington, but when Steve McMahon, the former Liverpool midfielder, took over, his fortunes changed. McMahon had been his father’s hero, but within six months of his appointment as manager, Lambert was allowed to leave the club — unable to even get a game for the reserves. McMahon had seen ability but did not think Lambert’s body would allow him to regularly play for 90 minutes.

    On trial at Macclesfield Town, he was not being paid and this led to him getting a job at a beetroot factory. Aged 19, he was contemplating a career in the semi-professional ranks because he did not have a car and could not even afford the cost of the travel expenses to make it to training. Yet six months later, he was sold to Stockport County for what remains a club record fee of £300,000.

    Lambert believes he was entitled to earn 10 per cent of that fee, but when he tried to buy a house, he learned that the money had disappeared into an agent’s account. By the age of 19, it would be understandable if he had trust issues given he might feel let down by the club he loved, his father’s hero, and the person supposedly representing him in this cruel, unforgiving sport.

    At Stockport, Lambert found it hard to adapt to a deep-lying midfield role. The team was struggling and the fans turned on the players. As the most expensive signing, he bore the brunt and this led to him dropping a division to join League Two Rochdale, where he rediscovered a sense of purpose while playing as a centre-forward. He maintained his scoring habit after moving to Bristol Rovers and when Southampton were relegated into League One, new owners, with new money, enticed him to the south coast. There, the manager Alan Pardew asked him to lift his top up. Looking at his belly, he told him he was a “disgrace”.

    Despite scoring the goals that helped Southampton accelerate back up the leagues and making friends with Le Tissier along the way, Lambert says the club wanted to sell him every summer.

    He was desperate to prove them wrong and when he finally made it into the Premier League, aged 30, he had played almost 400 games across each of the divisions in the English football league. Yet in the opening game of that season, at champions Manchester City, he was left on the bench. The decision by manager Nigel Adkins suggested he didn’t truly believe in him.


    Lambert always felt the need to prove himself (Glyn Kirk/AFP via Getty Images)

    Listening to Lambert, you begin to realise how lonely football can be. He could only ever really trust himself: his talent and resilience. Regularly, those making decisions about the direction of his career did not. Even after proving himself in the Premier League, he felt as though international recognition with England only came out of respect for his record rather than his ability.

    On his debut against Scotland, he was in “dreamland” after scoring the winner. He made it into England’s squad for the 2014 World Cup squad but felt like a “mascot” after just three minutes of playing time. The lack of action meant he felt he needed less of a summer holiday as he began his Liverpool career. Despite being given five weeks off, he returned to Melwood after a fortnight, vowing to become the fittest he had ever been.

    It proved to be a mistake because he needed the break. Aged 32, Lambert had never played a full season extending into a summer tournament before. Back on Merseyside, he felt heavy — like he didn’t have any energy. On the club’s pre-season tour of the United States, he struggled with the routine of training, playing and travelling.

    Liverpool’s manager, Brendan Rodgers, had told Lambert that he was bringing in Alexis Sanchez to replace the outgoing Luis Suarez. Sanchez, however, never arrived. In the 2014-15 season, Liverpool missed Suarez terribly. In Sanchez’s place, Rodgers bought Mario Balotelli despite vowing not to, and Balotelli’s signing was a failure.

    Lambert was under more pressure to deliver. His first Liverpool goal at Crystal Palace coincided with what turned into a bad team performance and a defeat. After just five months at the club, Rodgers wanted to move him on, but Lambert rejected the opportunity to join Palace before he almost went to Aston Villa. He never fulfilled that boyhood dream of scoring for Liverpool at Anfield.

    Out of the starting XI, his fitness got worse. He was less likely to affect a game if his chance did come. Spells at West Bromwich Albion and Cardiff City followed, but within six weeks, Lambert was told by Neil Warnock that he wanted him off the wage bill. One of the offers came from Scunthorpe United, but he couldn’t face lowering himself to a level of football which he had tried so hard to get away from.

    Listening to him on the Straight From The Off podcast in 2021, it seemed as though he was still searching for answers as to why his career unravelled the way it did. Certainly, had he listened to any supposed “expert” at crucial points in his career, then he may have not even made it to Blackpool.

    Across the Liverpool fanbase, he has become a figure of fun, but not because his time at the club ended in the way it did. In another podcast this year, he spoke enthusiastically about scientists conducting an experiment where they spent time speaking positively to a glass of water, which allegedly responded by dazzling them with the clarity of their crystals.

    When a friend saw that clip, he messaged me straight away, asking: “What next, Rickie Lambert taking mortgage advice from a can of Fanta?”

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