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  • “Last Christmas” Is “Secretly” About Being Outed By the Object of Your Affection

    “Last Christmas” Is “Secretly” About Being Outed By the Object of Your Affection

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    For many, “Last Christmas” is a straightforward (no ironic pun intended) ditty about unrequited love. Its jaunty, uptempo beat belying the misery exuded by the lyrics themselves. However, upon closer study, it feels obvious that the iconic Christmas single (which, at long last, secured its rightful place as the UK’s Christmas number one on the charts) is all about George Michael’s repressed sexuality. And the corresponding fear of being “exposed” that went with it during that period in history. 

    Michael (a.k.a. the more weight-pulling half of Wham!), however, was not afraid. At least for a brief moment in the summer of 1983, when the video for their single, “Club Tropicana,” was being filmed. Indeed, the recent documentary, Wham!, posits that Michael intended to come out after that revelatory trip to Ibiza (which served as the backdrop for “Club Tropicana”). Because if anyplace is going to make you have a true epiphany about your sexuality, it’s Ibiza. So it was that, one morning, he called his only other bandmate, Andrew Ridgeley, up on his hotel room phone and asked him to come over for a chat. When Andrew got to George’s room, he was also in there with their backing singer, Shirlie Holliman (who dated Ridgeley for a period in the early years of Wham!). Per Ridgeley’s account, George cast a brief glance at Shirlie before saying to Andrew, “Didn’t know how to tell you this, but I’m gay.” Or “at least bisexual.” Ridgeley would state in Wham! that, “For me, his sexuality had absolutely no bearing on…on us. I wanted him to be happy.”

    And yet, he didn’t seem to want him to achieve that happiness by actually coming out to his parents—particularly his old school Greek father—about it. So it was that he was “advised” (poorly) by Andrew and Shirlie not to tell Mummy and Daddy. Which meant, of course, not telling anyone. For that would mean his parents would find out through the media. As Michael recalled it, “I said I was gonna talk to my mum and dad and was persuaded in no uncertain terms that it really wasn’t the best idea. I don’t think they were trying to protect my career or their careers. I think they were literally just thinking of my dad.” Andrew confirms, “We felt he just couldn’t tell his dad.” 

    But that discouragement, even if “well-intentioned,” is what led Michael to go back into the closet and stay in it firmly until the late 90s. Looking back on that morning, Michael noted, “The three of us were so close at the time, but the point being…I’d really, really asked the wrong people.” Yeah. Straight people. He continued, “At that point in time, I really did, I really wanted to come out. And then…I lost my nerve, completely.” With all of this in mind, the barely coded language of “Last Christmas,” released a year after Michael lost his nerve to come out, feels only appropriate. Because even if one does the most to stifle his true identity, the truth always comes out in the subtext. And oh, how “Last Christmas” is filled with it. 

    Not right away, of course. Michael wants to ease us slowly into the extent of his torment. Starting with the opening verse, “Last Christmas/I gave you my heart/But the very next day, you gave it away/This year, to save me from tears/I’ll give it to someone special.” The threat being that either 1) he’ll actually find a fellow gay man who also wants to stay “undercover” (a word Michael will later use) or 2) he’ll have to settle for a beard in the vein of Felicia Montealegre. Such a woman would probably treat him with far more care and concern anyway. Not like the cad of a homo tease who baited Michael with a kiss under the mistletoe only to rescind all such flirtations once he realized how “overly into it” Michael was. As though this guy decided to adopt his jock voice and say, “No homo, bro. No homo.” 

    Nonetheless, Michael can’t help but admit, “Now I know what a fool I’ve been/But if you kissed me now, I know you’d fool me again.” Such behavior being precisely the reason why Olivia Rodrigo wrote a song titled “love is embarrassing”—especially when it’s unrequited. Worse still, one of the “most magical times of the year” (according to Hallmark and capitalism) has been forever tainted for Michael. Triggered every season by the memory of being cruelly rebuffed. Evidently, by someone he’s still forced to see at Christmas events, as indicated by the evocative lines, “A crowded room, friends with tired eyes/I’m hiding from you and your soul of ice.” This is why Vicki Miner (Janeane Garofolo) in Reality Bites says, “Sex is the quickest way to ruin a friendship.” Or rather, make it awkward as fuck for the person whose romantic sentiments aren’t returned by the person who would prefer to keep it platonic.

    Michael didn’t get the memo in time, bemoaning, “My God, I thought you were someone to rely on/Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on.” Whoever this man was, he might have been lamenting over a woman when he turned to Michael to be “consoled” (read: sexually aroused). Describing himself as “a face of a lover with a fire in his heart/A man undercover, but you tore me apart” (how James Dean in Rebel Without A Cause), it’s clear that the repression of Michael’s sexual identity is tearing him up inside as much as the brutal rejection itself. 

    Where earlier in the song he asserted, “This year, to save me from tears/I’ll give it [his heart, mind you] to someone special,” he becomes less certain by the end. Instead stating, “Maybe next year I’ll give it to someone, I’ll give it to someone special.” Which implies he still didn’t find anyone for this year as a result of continuing to be too wounded from the double blow (no sexual innuendo implied) of his sexuality secret being “given away” and the object of his affection coldly turning his back on him. Therefore, the abrupt throwing in of a line like, “Hold my heart and watch it burn” toward the end of the song.

    It’s also telling that the final version of the chorus has Michael saying only, “I’ll give it to someone, I’ll give it to someone.” That absence of the final word, “special,” indicating that he’s become so jaded about love that he decides the person he pursues next doesn’t even have to be special. They can be a goddamn beard for all he cares. What does anything matter now that the man he loved outed and abandoned him? 

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    Genna Rivieccio

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  • “Last Christmas” Finally Gets Its Deserved UK Christmas Number 1 Spot

    “Last Christmas” Finally Gets Its Deserved UK Christmas Number 1 Spot

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    In what might be deemed a cruel irony, George Michael died on Christmas Day of something that prompted the Grinch himself to live a much fuller life: an enlarged heart. The medical term for which is called: dilated cardiomyopathy. Michael a.k.a. “Yog” was just fifty-three when he passed away on Christmas of 2016 (the year that notoriously snatched up so many icons from this realm). A year that saw Clean Bandit’s “Rockabye” enter the UK charts as the Christmas number 1…though it wasn’t exactly the most festive song. Then again, many weren’t feeling especially festive in 2016, between the David Cameron-helmed referendum on whether or not the UK should leave the EU (better known as Brexit) and the takeover of the U.S. by Donald Trump. Ah yes, and, as mentioned, the death of so many luminaries in the music industry, including David Bowie, Prince and Leonard Cohen. George Michael simply “rounded out the list” with his end-of-year death. A year that, unfortunately, did not see “Last Christmas” even crack the top ten of the UK Christmas chart, though Michael would have lived to see it happen if the masses had been as up “Last Christmas”’ ass as it always is with Mariah Carey’s “All I Want For Christmas Is You.” 

    Alas, as the story usually goes, one is only appreciated in death in a way they weren’t in life. So it was that, the following year, “Last Christmas” shot to number three on the UK Christmas chart, surpassed by two Ed Sheeran songs (because 2017 was the Year of Ed Sheeran, #ShapeOfYou). 2018 seemed to signal that the UK had forgotten altogether about George Michael, er, Wham! deserving his Christmas number one by instead ceding it to the atrocious novelty song “We Built This City…On Sausage Rolls” by the equally as atrocious LadBaby. A YouTube “influencer” who would manage to take the top spots on the Christmas chart in 2019, 2020, 2021 and 2022. Oh, the horror. Even more of a horror, in fact, than if Blue had beaten out Billy Mack for the top spot on the Christmas chart in Love Actually (the only reason many Americans are even aware of what “a thing” the UK Christmas number one is).

    But finally, in 2023, the UK came to its senses in at least one regard: crowning “Last Christmas” with the royal title of Christmas number one. It’s difficult to say what might have finally spurred listeners to give the single its due (originally written by Michael to become a Christmas number one in 1984…only to lose out to Band Aid’s condescending “Do They Know It’s Christmas?” [which, at the very least, Michael was also featured on as consolation for “Last Christmas”’ number two spot]). Is it the sudden memory of Michael’s death having occurred on Christmas Day? Being utterly fed up with Mariah’s now insufferable song? Remembering that “Last Christmas” features prominently in The Holiday? Who can say for sure. But maybe one thing that’s clear about this particular single at last getting its rightful status is that Britons (not to mention the world at large) are so obviously yearning for the simpler time that they think “Last Christmas” represents. Even if it came out during one of the most loathed political periods in Britain—when Thatcher was in control and AIDS was being totally ignored by the government. A time when a man like Michael had to stay in the closet in order to sidestep the rampant homophobia that the AIDS epidemic only fortified. Thus, the overtly coded language of “Last Christmas,” with Michael singing lyrics like, “A face of a lover with a fire in his heart/A man undercover, but you tore me apart.” That word “undercover” of course alluding to Michael’s own concealed sexuality. 

    Calling himself a “fool” for believing he could love someone so openly without fear of 1) heartbreak and 2) exposure, Michael vows never to make the same mistake again. But that doesn’t mean Christmas won’t continue to keep triggering him year after year as a result of his error in judgment. And, undoubtedly, he yearns to return to that day before the Christmas of the year in question that his heart was broken, when it seemed possible to still believe in the kind of love that can last forever (or at least more than a couple days). Ergo, why it’s so heartbreaking when he realizes that his love isn’t returned. Because if it were, the object of his affection wouldn’t so carelessly give his heart away…and give him away (“You gave me away”). That expression inferring that a secret was given away, like say, his sexuality. 

    So maybe, at the core of it all, the real reason “Last Christmas” secured the top spot as Christmas number one this year has more to do with a return to the repression of homosexuality. This being a response to the undeniable return of conservatism throughout the world, and puritanical views that would make many a gay person fear being open about their love. Especially if they’re going home to a boomer-dominated household.

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    Genna Rivieccio

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  • Wham!—The Music Duo and the Documentary—Reminds That Pop Music Was Never Frivolous

    Wham!—The Music Duo and the Documentary—Reminds That Pop Music Was Never Frivolous

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    It’s easy to write Wham! off, even to this day, as another “embarrassing” 80s pop group. Their preppy, often neon attire, combined with Hair As Personality stylings also add to the present-day listener’s inability to take them seriously. And yet, even in their time and place—when they “made sense”—they were still regarded by critics as froth. Or, worse still, chaff. But that didn’t stop fans and casual radio listeners alike from turning up the volume whenever one of the duo’s songs came on. As they frequently did once the band finally “made it big.” And, compared to other British bands (The Beatles included), Wham! had a relatively “seamless” transition from high school boys to twenty-something megastars.

    Maybe part of what made it feel so “natural” was that George Michael—born Georgios Panayiotou—and Andrew Ridgeley were friends for such a long time and shared the same dream of becoming musicians for equally as long, that it became unfathomable to think that life could turn out any other way. Director Chris Smith (known for other standout documentaries including Jim & Andy: The Great Beyond and Fyre) homes in on that friendship throughout Wham!, and how there would never have been a Wham! without that boyhood bond. Indeed, Michael himself is featured in the documentary stating, “I genuinely believe that there’s something predestined about it. I mean, the path might have been totally different had I sat down next to someone else that day.” That day being when George, age eleven, met Andrew, age twelve at Bushey Meads School in 1975. It became quickly apparent that their bond would be forged by music, with the voice of Ridgeley (for Smith goes the Asif Kapadia route in opting for voices and archival footage in lieu of talking heads for the documentary) remarking, “Essentially, Yog [Ridgeley’s affectionate nickname for George] and I saw things exactly the same way. Musically, we were joined at the hip.” A hip-joining that led them to start a ska band called The Executive that eventually “imploded,” leaving George and Andrew in the ruins—thus, demarcating them as the only two who were genuinely serious about “doing music” “as a career.”

    By 1981, the formation of that career was taking shape in the form of going to Beat Route (get it?—a play on beetroot) in London’s West End. It was there that nightclub culture informed the sound and lyrical content of Wham!’s work. As Ridgeley notes, “The songwriting was dictated by our circumstances, the environment around us.” Not just one dominated by escaping onto the dance floor, but one dominated by recession, unemployment and the unshakeable onset of Thatcherism. So yes, even a band as “light” as Wham! was expressing the pain of life as a young man in Britain. A life that seemed to offer no future other than the factory line or the dole line. That, too, was the uniqueness of Wham!—it was so distinctly laddish. So geared toward ruffians and a “neo” kind of Teddy Boy. The very prototype that John Lennon imitated when he was first starting to navigate his musical identity. Like The Beatles, Wham!, for all its “male motifs” appeal, would end up attracting primarily women as fans. With Michael in particular becoming a “pinup,” despite his resistance toward such a label as it meant having to further bury his sexuality in the sand. This occurring early on in Wham!’s career, after Michael decided to come out to Shirlie Kemp (one of the “backup girls” in the band/Ridgeley’s girlfriend-turned-ex) and Ridgeley while staying a few extra days in Ibiza after shooting the video for “Club Tropicana.” Because of course Ibiza would facilitate that epiphany, that sense of freeness to finally admit to others who you are. Alas, Shirlie and Ridgeley advised Michael against coming out publicly because they were both more concerned about his oppressive father’s horrifying reaction than anyone or anything else. It was with that bum advice that Michael sealed off a key part of himself for decades to come.

    For those who might have thought “Careless Whisper” was accordingly about some secret, forbidden love gone wrong, Wham! clears it up as being, quite simply, one of the first songs the duo recorded as Wham! As a matter of fact, the mention of “Careless Whisper” is interwoven throughout Wham!, almost like a recurring talisman…the way it has been in so many people’s lives. It was one of those songs that, just as A. B. Quintanilla writing Selena’s “Como La Flor,” kept building up over years of thinking about it. Michael confirms as much in Wham!, recounting, “We put it together very slowly, at home or on the bus, just add a little day by day.” Nonetheless, it wasn’t “really ready” until 1984, though Michael was struck with inspiration for the lyrics at just seventeen years old, while riding the bus to his job as an usher at a movie theater (thus, the verse, “Something in your eyes/Calls to mind a silver screen/And all its sad goodbyes”). Again, he was only seventeen when he wrote it. A song of such power and maturity. A song that would make all saxophone solos after it pale in comparison. A song that would set Ridgeley up for life as a result of receiving half the royalties.

    But for all the flak Ridgeley gets about “riding coattails,” it has to be said that he was the main reason Wham! existed at all (or George Michael The Performer, for that matter). Were it not for his persistent harassment of a label cofounder for Innervision Records called Mark Dean, Wham! probably never would have gotten a record deal (even if it turned out to be a really shitty one, in terms of any sort of financial gain for the band’s success). Dean lived down the street from Ridgeley’s parents, and Ridgeley would phone Dean’s mom asking if her son had listened to the demo tape he put in their letterbox yet. When he finally did, Dean was impressed enough despite the lo-fi quality of it to sign the group to the label.

    It’s here that Ridgeley stating, “There was only one thing that I ever wanted to do: be in a band with Yog” comes to mind. Because perhaps that’s why, once Ridgeley’s dream was fulfilled, it was all downhill from there (for his music career, at least). Complete with his raucous, party animal reputation that resulted in the tabloid nicknames “Animal Andy” and Randy Andy.” But it was a tabloid frenzy that suited Michael well, for it meant no one could call attention to his own seemingly total lack of a sexual appetite…for women, that is. Even if the telltale clues were always there, plain as day. Just look at a double entendre-y lyric such as, “I choose to cruise.” Not to mention the entire contents of “Nothing Looks the Same in the Light,” a song Michael wrote about the first time he realized he wanted to stay in bed with a man for the night.

    Not being able to be honest about who he was caused an undeniable depression. It was likely for this reason that Michael retreated further into the protection of Wham!’s “effervescent” and “exuberant” aura. Fun and “escapism” being the core tenets of what Wham! was all about. It’s possible Michael was afraid to lose a protective shield like that (even though many probably thought Ridgeley needed Wham! more than Michael). For, unlike most bands that start out at a certain age, therefore represent/are forever associated with that certain age, Wham! knew from the outset that it was ultimately a finite project. That there was, inevitably, an expiration date on what they represented—fun, froth and frivolity—once they aged out of the very demographic they were appealing to. The same thing technically happened to The Beatles after 1965 (once Beatlemania had crested), but they chose to reanimate into a “Part Deux” of themselves, replete with psychedelia and Eastern-influenced lyrics and rhythms.

    Wham! was never going to bother with a Part Deux of themselves, which is why it was so important to them to “make it big” in their teens/early twenties. “Youth” was their brand. And, in contrast to The Beatles, they weren’t shy about their affinity for pop (The Beatles, instead, wanted to be categorically “rock n’ roll”). As both Michael and Ridgeley exhibited, pop was never froth, not fundamentally. In that sense, one might say they were doing “purposeful pop” long before Katy Perry decided to on Witness. Because, in defiance of most Brits, Michael and Ridgeley weren’t snobbish about the genre. Indeed, willfully chose it (they “chose life,” if you will) over something like the ska and punk genres that dominated their sound when they were in The Executive.

    A pop song could say so much more than any treatise or political speech. And “Wham Rap!” did just that, with an opening that goes, “Wham! bam!/I am! a man!/Job or no job,/You can’t tell me that I’m not./Do! you!/Enjoy what you do?/If not, just stop!/Don’t stay there and rot!” It was advice, in the end, that would apply to the dissolution of Wham! But that doesn’t come until the end of the documentary. In the meantime, the criticism they endure for shifting from “socially aware” content to something like “Club Tropicana”—which marked the true essence of the band—is addressed. Reviews from the British press were merciless, including assessments such as, “The work is futile, the thought is shallow…” Yet there was nothing futile, shallow or thoughtless about Michael and Ridgeley catering to what their own peers wanted. Knowing full well what would make hearts and pulses alike flutter. As Michael explained to one interviewer back in the day, “I think what’s happening in England is that there’s a large escapist element creeping back into music now. Three or four years ago with the punk thing, people were shouting. Now, they’re not ashamed of being young, unemployed. They’d rather just go to a disco or a club and forget about it.” Wham!, in that regard, was anything but frivolous, even if they were catering to those who wanted to be frivolous.

    Having a keen social awareness of their time and place, Wham! embodied the 80s not just for their vibrantly-colored sportswear and hairstyles that required a blow dryer, but because they knew beneath the so-called froth of it all was a dark, unpleasant reality—neoliberalism held up as a god, racism, AIDS, war, famine. So why not just escape for the four-minute length of a pop song? Why not just have a good time while you could, whenever you could grab it? Something only a pop song is capable of furnishing on a socialistic level. Nothing about that is frivolous, yet pop music continues to be lambasted for having no value when, in truth, it remains one of the few pure modern comforts we have in a world of cold, hard reality.

    To many, Wham! will never be a band “of substance.” Or, if it is, then only if the duo is being sardonically pontificated upon by yuppies like Patrick Bateman (indeed, how did Bret Easton Ellis choose not to include a discourse on Make It Big from Bateman at some point in American Psycho?). But to those who understand that the presence of pop music in our culture is the best way to check its pulse (and if it even still has one), Wham! was a symbol of one of the most vital times in music, reflecting the youth back to itself before it was forced into the kind of situation “Wham Rap!” and “Young Guns” warned about.

    With a run time of about one hour and thirty minutes, the Wham! documentary feels as short-lived as the band’s five-ish years of recording together. And likewise, it’s just as impactful despite its shortness.

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    Genna Rivieccio

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